Think only what concerns thee and thy being;
Dream not of other worlds, what creatures there
Live, in what state, condition or degree,
Contented that thus far hath been revealed
Not of earth only but of highest Heav’n. (8.174-8). . . but to know
That which before us lies in daily life,
Is the prime wisdom; what is more, is fume,
Or emptiness, or fond impertinence,
And renders us in things that most concern
Unpractised, unprepared, and still to seek. (8.192-7). . . but in these
I found not what methought I wanted still; (8.354-5). . . here passion first I felt,
Commotion strange, (8.530-1). . . Let it suffice thee that thou knows’t
Us happy, and without love no happiness. (8.620-1)
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Bugged Out
I got home from my trip around 10pm and walked up to my dark porch. As I set down my luggage and took out my keys I felt a spider web on my arm. Calmly brushed it away (look how grown-up I am now!), looked down and saw a golden, wriggling mass of legs and body by my foot. Went into full-on freak-out mode: jazz hands up, bounding down the porch, and all the gibbering screams of terror poured out of my wildly shaking head. My neighbor thought I was being murdered! There was so much adrenaline in my system I couldn’t calm down for 20 minutes. And I knew that garden spider had been weaving webs last week.
I’ll be leaving the porch light on and my spider-broom on the steps from now until Fall.
Like shit through a duck
Today, my English professor used the expression, “Like shit through a duck.” In response to the nervous titters he said, with a smile, “I have an expansive vocabulary and I’m going to use every fucking bit of it!”
Thomas Jefferson on public education
The tax which will be paid for the purpose of education is not more than the thousandth part of what will be paid to kings, priests, and nobles who will rise up among us if we leave the people in ignorance.
-Thomas Jefferson, third US president, architect and author (1743-1826)
The Passion of the Whitman
I mind how once we lay such a transparent summer morning.
How you settled your head athwart my hips and gently turn’d over upon me,
And parted the shirt from my bosom-bone, and plunged your tongue to my bare-stript heart,
And reach’d till you felt my beard, and reach’d till you held my feet.
Frederick Douglass and Lao Tzu
I prefer to be true to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others, rather than to be false, and incur my own abhorrence.
A nugget of Buddha in 19th century America
In the woods, we return to reason and faith. There I feel that nothing can befal [sic] me in life,—no disgrace, no calamity, (leaving me my eyes,) which nature cannot repair. Standing on the bare ground,—my head bathed by the blithe air, and uplifted into infinite space,—all egotism vanishes. I become a transparent eye-ball. I am nothing. I see all. The currents of the Universal Being circulate through me; I am part or particle of God.
Odysseus to Nausicaa
No finer, greater gift in the world than that . . .
when man and woman possess their home, two minds,
two hearts that works as one. Despair to their enemies,
a joy to all their friends. Their own best claim to glory.
Phoenix on Prayers
We do have Prayers, you know, Prayers for forgiveness,
daughters of mighty Zeus . . . and they limp and halt,
they’re all wrinkled, drawn, they squint to the side,
can’t look you in the eyes, and always bent on duty,
trudging after Ruin, maddening, blinding Ruin.
But Ruin is strong and swift—
She outstrips them all by far, stealing a march,
leaping over the whole wide earth to bring mankind to grief.
And the Prayers trail after, trying to heal the wounds.
And then, if a man reveres these daughters of Zeus
as they draw near him, they will help him greatly
and listen to his appeals. But if one denies them,
turns them away, stiff-necked and harsh—off they go
to the son of Cronus, Zeus, and pray that Ruin
will strike the man down, crazed and blinded
until he’s paid the price.
Eros
Eros once more limbslackener makes me shudder
sweetbitter irresistible creeping